If I am not going to sleep
Why am I closing my eyes?
Will I still see the sunrise?
His shadow still crosses my mind
I am ready for another beating
And they’ve already said rest in peace
So let me rest…
He never says let’s do that…
He decides what I’ll do next
Several times I’ve tried
My body is tired…
So what makes me think I won’t leave
I still want to live
I can’t let my feelings deceive
I am fighting a dark pandemic of fist
Covered in mist
Cry with me, please
I am hoping I’ll be back on my feet
I want these scars to Unleash
The bruises cut too deep
Tell me where I went wrong
I am still half asleep
I have a chance to escape
Before my mind does
Before my heart even blows
I am glad I am woke
Even though my heart broke long ago
Never mind the good memories we made before.
Nandiswe is from South Africa. She writes to heal herself. She wants someone to come across something positive everyday.
Well written ??
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